Friday, August 14, 2009

Preclude To My Requiem

as misunderstood by others, i am a pessimistic optimist, cynical and nonconformist; sometimes dull and numb, kind of sardonic, and partly phlegmatic and totally insane.
and then i have knowledge of myself; a self-made man, well-trained but i come undone.
i am someone who may be sarcastic or just plainly unsympathetic.
antipathetic to new ideas, averse to taking risks, and loathing. these adjectives predisposes my alter ego but it is more likely true to the fact that I AM WHO I AM.
needless to say i guess you know i hate you

why was i never good enough? why? i don't know..but it doesn't matter anyway.
put a dot at the end line.