superhuman

whoa, i have been very busy these days but it is quite boring when all day long you have to be in front of the computer listening to what the doctor says and you just move your fingers on the keyboard. i just push my luck here cos' i am definitely running my productivity sheets and i know it will be worth it. i am going to pursue my ambition and nothing can get on my way now. i have taken the next step and maybe this will be my leap to the top.

to all those people who have doubts that i will succeed, i promise that i will prove you wrong.

maybe, i need a shrink, but still, he will not understand. i am doing this to forget everything but...still...i remember *sob*.
i really want to go back to a place that i can blurt out my feelings and now i have to ask myself why?

what have become of me?

these endless struggles will have an end for i will be victorious and i will conquer! damnation is only to those who are weak.

fool! i do not care what you say about me.. why are you so jealous of me when i do not envy you?