falling..and fast

right where i want to.

L!ve 0r DiE TrYinG

There will be times when fate does not favors you, when it seems all that you do is a disaster; for sometimes you must fall hard for you to understand, you have to commit mistakes for you to know. Indeed, life is full of contradictions but why should you suffer yourself? Don’t get stuck with your life because it would only make you a crap, it is short to be wasted upon. There are things that must come to pass for you to see who you really are. Fight and defend, because there will be times when you must get hurt to live or die trying.

deviant

i hate those self-centered individuals but it does not matter anyway as long as they stay away.
dear mama, it isn't sumthin' to talk about, it is what i know that no one knows about me. i have been with these kinds of people but too soon i realize that it is hard to keep pace with this reality. the reality of which i mean is, that i never really wanted to be with them. it is just plain and simple, i don't like their ways. but i just kept wondering if it is true?
am i numb? sometimes it is better that i am alone, when i am tired of these things.
i can't explain this thing which is likened to an abyss of unfathomable aloneness, and when it ends this pain is soothe by an overdose of morphine, i wanted to remain in the state of hallucination to forget.

is it the worst thing in my life? coz it's the very hurt that have come over me . it has flowed through my veins. it is what i have become --- and now it is too late! --- it is my way of life.

no world

Hell must know there have been worse things I've done. I hold out these hands to receive the sum. Purge these days. Will we accept the things we must? The world will now learn of change to come... or no world.

EMO nation

EMO. is there something that i miss coz all i miss is you? all of a sudden it came over me that in the end of the tunnel all i see is you..i did not realize soon enough then that it is really not you.